the girl with a dream

lemme see, this is supposed to be updated so long ago.
okay...

dear benice,
do u still remember the first line you spoke to me about?

it was in 2000, i think.

u said, " ni hui jiang hua yu de ma hor?"
you know to speak chinese de me hor?

*the following conversation is censored due to some complications*

u stunned me.
who wouldn't la.
imagine a indian young gal talking to a eight year old gal in chinese.

i only got to know you in cell group. i just knew your name before that.
u were one of the legendary samars.
i used to think of that. haha. well, ben kinda destroyed the family image.

u were really someone i could look up to.
someone i could ask advice from yet not feel bad about myself.
u make everything sound as if somebody has gone thru that.
and those wise words about bgr.
u were the rational one. always.
and u always have the wisdom to whatever issue discussed.

ooh, yes.
the very mad times.
that's why i like being with you.
you've got the gila rempah in you!
when we posed with the *ahhem*
when we pushed thern's face in the cake.
when we were planning for the easter skit last year ( the 3 dumb blondes )
and the times you always say, " this is fattening."
i am so gonna miss you if i leave...

oh yes yes.
not to mention about the same fashion views we have.
its hard to find someone like tat.
not to mention i adore your curls eveb tho u had to cut them off
when u tangled them up after a shower.
ha.
and no, you're not a granny.
u're a hip diva.
u've got to accept who you are.
i think we both need to learn that.
that the CREATOR created us perfectly.
and we've got to accept our flabs as how they wanna to be placed.
yeah, LEVEL : DIFFICULT.
and the tough times we go thru together as cell leaders.
like u say, leadership can be so lonely.

all in all.
i love u dearly.
eveb though i can't express much of it.
but i really do.
do read this letter at my funeral. ^^
and i hope i didnt wet ur keypad.

~moo