the girl with a dream

i never believed in puppy love.

i supposed that's why its called puppy love.
you only love it when its a puppy.
but when its big, you dump it.
it doesn't last long.

i never understood what liking was.

i felt that...
liking is just another door to hurt and jealousy.
well, unless the opposite guy/gal likes you just as well.
if not, i have no idea how much emotional stress
one needs to go through.
just to wake up everyday...
hoping that that special someone will somehow turn and look at you.
at least just once...

i never liked the idea of lovers to friends.

or even more than friends to friends.
awkwardness can just fill the whole air.
when the both meet in a very unexpected place.
with very unexpected company.

i never thought crushing on someone was enjoyable.

its sweet...
but torturing...
haha... not wanting to show that likeness
but yet, wanting to get to know him/her better.

i never got to feel or even, go through crushing/ liking/ loving a GUY.

but i do know,

how it feels when you are with that special someone.
when you hold his hand,
and walk at the mall.
clutching those fingers tight
and feel that you're on the top of the world.

you really think you really WANT to spend the rest of your life with him
you really believe that he can take care of you for the rest of your life.

well, with God-given wisdom and sharp eyes.... of course.

haha....
strange isn't it?
a gal who has never experience crushing/liking or loving a GUY
actually says she understands how it feels to like someone.


that gal
understood those feelings...
in a dream...
(i shall assume you're fainting..)
but its the truth k!

~moo
thinks she knows love but maybe not