the girl with a dream

i cannot believe i'm typing this.
but yet i am...

its always like that every CNY.
all my cousins have their bf's or gf's back at ah ma's house.
like all of them.
and like every year.

peer pressure.
totally bingo.
makes me feel i need one even when sometimes
i don't even understand the ones in my house.
ha.

just a emo rush in my malfunctioning brain.

i'll only, probably, maybe...

bring back one in 12 years time.
the next moo year.
still very long to go.

~moo