the girl with a dream

i am so weird.

i'm not going to die just yet, well, if you were surprised at my blog title.
who knows, maybe God wants me up in heaven early.^^

i kinda got the inspiration from p.s. i love you
but my version will be kinda different.
the book's version is you only read the letter after the writer dies.
my version is you better read it before i die!!

hah.
sometimes there are some stuff i wanted to tell that somebody.
but i never got the chance.
then i'll only regret it at home.
and i just can't say to u out of the blue...saying:
erm, hey, i wanna tell you that....blah blah *something from the heart*
it's just not my style.


so i've decided that i'll write these letters to you guys.
but i need to know whether do u want me to.
in case you dun want me to blab about some hush-shush details. :P
u never know what i can still remember.
ask marky, i have super memory. with people.


so just shout at my shoutmix.
and you'll be reading my letters to you before i die.
just get a tissue ready when u read my letter to u. wakaka.
i love to see ppl cry.
well, wondering who i'm talking about.
look at a mirror and say, i think connie is talking about u.





~moo

okay....i didn't expect that...

i went to the loo.
got back.
sat down.
tot my classmates were going to sing me a bday song
(its the tradition they do, when somebody uses the loo, its their prime time to pakat)
well, i heard silence....

no song.
never mind.
mine isn't today either.
pn teoh, chinese teacher says, " xin yi, fill the pemantauan file."

xin yi gets up and gets it.
and puts it on my table.
puzzled...cos she does it everytime.
but i tot maybe she's busy.
so i opened the file.
i squealed...
a loud squeal.
a pop-up card saying
happy birthday connie
gosh....
i kept laughing and laughing and laughing
out of shock i guess.
or for my impoliteness for making such a noise in class.
then, the bday song came.

haha.
i laughed till i teared.
they probably think i'm too touched.
well, sry to make u disappointed guys :)
but i still love you guys to bits.
thanks for the surprise!
you should take my squeal as your prize.

and...okay fine ppl.
i'm motherly.
i get it.
i'll accept the fact.
i can't believe almost every person who wrote on my card tot of me as motherly!
i'm exagerating...not all la.

.....thx for your advice all these years along the way (that's y we call you 'lao dua mak') -huey

dear connie: you're cute & motherly. -min xuan

to connie: i will miss the days you "chase" us to science lab, screaming for us to pass up our books. you are like S5A's mum!!- yee cing

connie:.........encopsulates everything you're lovable for: your cuteness :) your glow:P your motherish nature XD -xin yi

gosh.
you know what.
i think i've got some talent in being a mom.

another surprise.
i'm going for chinese essay competiton tml!!!
chinese!! i cannot believe i agreed on it.

oh i forgot.
surprise 3
Jivey Enterprise Annual Report was reported to be found in Sue Yin's cupboard.

we girls can talk about anything anywhere

we were like talking about love at first sight in physics lab

strange isn't it?

we should be talking about resonance, resistance, friction etc etc....



never mind.

okay,

back to topic

we were talking about love at first sight.



as usual, huey nee was nodding her head in agreement

fyi,

huey nee

*loves romantic stuff

*believes in jodoh

*wants a boy who can sing like fang li shen

*thinks that she has to broaden her circle of boy friends ( not boyfriends ) to look for her mr. right.



ying qi, main rempah for our siaoness.

didnt agree.

well,

i guessing that she

*loves romantic stuff too (u should see how hyper she can get )

* is a bit more conscious than my friend above

*thinks that guys shouldn't act desperate, maybe they really are....who knows, we already know one *winks*



for xin tze

aha! new name huh?

she is such a fun gal to be with!!!!!

*her love experience = nil

same like me

*laughs a lot

same like me

*very busy in school

same like me



she's practically my twin la

just that she's 5 inches taller...

dun u imagine how short i am!!



me?

*i dun believe in love at first sight either

*maybe past experiences proved my theory.

*you think he's the guy....

but you're wrong ( ALWAYS!) for me...

so i'm thinking God is preparing somebody for me whom i shouldn't see yet

haha.

i'll make it a surprise for myself...



if you're wondering

y see man's name is not here,

which she'll practically jump into the topic when we talk about ''D'' topic!

she always says, " hen3 lang4 man4 lo!" = very romantic lo...

she and huey nee make really good desk partners.

well, see man had a photo session.

that's why.



love....

too deep for us/me to comprehend



its strange, like i'm lacking of something

which i really don't mind.

huey nee thinks its super bahagia to be pregnant

cos you're having a being shared between you and your husband.

me?

i just feel bahagia to have a child of my own.

just the motherly love.

that's y they always say i'm motherly.... argh!

to wan ching:

hey gal,
nice knowing all these years and extra more this year.
since you're sitting next to me.
i thank you for all the notes you've lended me,
for all the invites to redbox even though i seldom turn up,
for all the giggles, and the "slap slap" on my arms when you're hyper.
i think i'm gonna miss you when we graduate.
even though your mood,
gets a teeny little bit unstable sometimes, (SOMETIMES. )
you'll always brush it aside the next day as if nothing happened.
i appreciate that :)

well dear friend,
happy b'day and may you find your " lam fung" *giggles*

to huey nee:

my bestie for the past 10 years.
happy anniversary to both of us :)
i just wanna tell you how much i appreciate the friendship between the both of us
and even though you make life hard for me when you complain you're fat :P
haha. just kidding,
i love you to bits....
for your wild imagination
for your weird humour
for your self indulgance
and for your super speed liking.

you just make my life VERY colourful.
just see how wild and weird you are...

to tzin nie,

my everything-also-ok friend,
your smiles
and your dazzling eyes have certainly sent shocks to guys
yet your big big heart touched mine.
your care and your priority in friendship is something
that is really hard to find.
i really enjoyed the carefree laughter of yours
and your big bear hugs when i feel like screaming or when i'm down.
did anybody mention to u that you make a good cushion?

blah! well, happy bday basketball gal!

well buddies,
its like fate that we were all born within a month.
meeting each other in that 1i class....
till besties to now.

so you guys better think of something for me too!!!
diwajibkan!

wching, tzin nie and me

me,hnee and see man

tada,

qi= longlost friend + main rempah for siaoness



girls in action!!
that mango thingy she's eating.

ANOTHER EVEIDENCE!!

yep. the laughers.

laughing till the "mr handsome" didnt dare to walk past us.

oh yes yes.

miss shopaholic is back!!

i lost myself for the past 2 months.

i got myself shoes.

*swoons*

its purple!! RY, dun drool.

~moo

hope this explains my absence at church well enuf^^

happy bday to wanching, xin yi and huey nee.

love you guys to bits!

rach was grumbling yesterday about how rach ooi was showing off her boyfriend.

RY: " yor, that rachel ooi ar, keep showing off her bf and said her bf will be better than any bf i get!!!! "

haha.
RY is always worried about not getting a bf in future life.
you know why...
and wilson says her bf will be either deaf or will be deaf.

she just totally forgot about the whole her-bf-wont-be-better-than-rach ooi's-issue
and went on being her USUAL self.

" rach ar, i thought you wrote on your blog that you wanted to get rid of your bad habits? "-moo

http://shuhweirachel.blogspot.com/2008/12/habits-i-hate.html

" yea, ya lor. how ar? you know what?...."-RY

so i ended up being her
mentor in becoming a eligible girlfriend for a boy.
that's what she intorduced me as to wilson.

both me and wilson were on our mission.
everytime she laughed,
you know how she laughs,
(i always say a tennis ball can fit right into her mouth)
i eye her. and she stops and
tries REALLY hard to contain it.
that wilson told her,
" no, you should stand up straight and put one leg in front, cover your mouth with one hand and only giggle. "
it would be such a sight if RY laughs like tat. i mean giggle.

and RY has her extra big movements when she talks.
so i eye her. and then she stops.
i should be called the eye-er instead of a mentor.
she got tired, i guess, of being so composed.

" i thought my bf i supposed to like me for who i am? "- RY

" NO!!! first impression counts ok! or not you'll scare every boy away. imagine when you meet your future mother-in-law for the first time for dinner, and you just go wahahahaha when you hear a joke. i think she'll faint straightaway and there goes your bf. "-wilz

to make things easier, i suggested that
" or not ask your bf to make sure nobody at the table makes a joke lo."

at the finale, she was tensed up that i laughed.
" you must be really pressured to have me around you." -moo

" no la, i need the pressure. or not i can't change."-ry

so three more days, i'll be eye-ing her.
since we're together for so long during our practises.
so ppl, do help.
when you see her trying to fit a tennis ball into her mouth,
tell her, " compose rach, compose!''

she's is so going to invite you to her wedding.
haha.
rach, dun kill me or scream when you read this.
remember, compose youself^^

~mentor moo~

daniel's squirming even though he deserves it.

now u know why daniel deserves his punishment?
he was like, come! come!

somebody ( i think it was bug, attempted to use

ARTLINER!!!!!) goodness!!!



i was laughing and crying

and laughing

and screaming

and wacking off hands

and turning my head

and wiping off my tears

and squirming

and laughing.

the wacky pose....

btw, about wall-up...
we had 7 packets of cheezels
a tub of bread clamped with lots of cheese
yvonne's delicious dish> shepard's pie
ben's creative dish> sandwich with egg wrapped cheese.


not to mention, my dad got a shock when he came in the house to get me

woow.... what happened to you?

i simply replied, ask them.

but it was fun
even though i did not have a fun time

removing their masterpieces...

Mrs Bunnies:

Caption: Photographer!! ( written by cy)

Told you!!!UNBELIEVABLE!

Ok, I'M DONE, bunny!!!

Please don't throw your half dry faeces/ BUNNY food at me.AND i don't care if you doodle on me or what. This dedication is THREE in one. Do it the NESCAFE way. ^^

Another state of art by CY^^

(If you're wondering whose chubby hand is this, it's mine.)

* HN, ITS NOT MY BARE BACK!!!!!

gosh, first zhao min, then huey nee and finally the noisiest bunny too!!!

" how come my name is not up in your blog... :( "


" er....I'll DEDICATE ONE OF MY POSTS TO YOU!!!"
wrong move....really wrong....now i have to dedicate one to zhao min, dedicate one to huey nee and most outrageously! bunny wanted THREE!!! SO.....to make things easier...I'll make a combined dedication ^^ (haha, so smart of me....)

let's start with huey la....


it all went back to 1999, when we were enrolled into the same primary school. She didn't know me, nor did i know her. But very strangely she heard of my name before seeing me. I tell you, she has excellent memory even at the age of 7...CREEPY!! ask her how she met her first love...she'll tell you like it was yesterday...

okay, back to topic... like i was saying, we didn't know of each other's existence (as in met in person). Little did we know, we would be best buddies and sit next to each other faithfully for 9 years ( 2000-2008 ) , even though now she starts to grumble that she's bored of me now. But i personally think its because I'm always not in class and she needs someone to fill that loneliness of hers, muahaha.

Huey is a very special gal. Well, people always think she's fragile and will break easily, well i would have assumed that if i didn't know her. huey, please don't glare when you read this. but i tell you, she's changed from soft to crazeee. Guys out there, she's still gentle k. I've changed the same way too. I supposed you wouldn't care about how people of your same gender would look at you. Huey can laugh at something not funny non-stop. And i don't even get the joke!!! She would just say she has weird imagination, to which i agree. She likes to experiment her food too! I need not say anymore. To cool off her char koay teow, she puts ice on it. I kinda forgot the other weird ones.

honestly, huey and I were never really alike. Well, i like to kepo and do extra stuff. But she would rather push off her post, like chairlady of krs because she was afraid she couldn't handle a big group. She's thin, to which she says, just nice, "刚好" so that makes me change from "刚好" to fat. Our perspective on how love should be is different too. ( That shall be kept private and confidential). Real different, blame it all on the love novels! They just make girls think every guy is that romantic and creative and caring and willing to sacrifice and handsome and will come by fate and...... You wouldn't want to hear me blab... But i just salute her of her long commitmment to relationships ( RELATIONSHIP! , just one ) and her patience in helping out at home being the jie jie when younger brothers can be quite a a pain in the butt.


Huey nee, you happy now!!! ^^ Don't dab your eyes and cry cause you're really touched k!


I just wanna say thanks for being my pal for so long and i know i can be a real pain when i become semi-conscious when i start to read. Thanks for screaming at me : "hurry up! " when it's time to go to the labs, thanks for reminding me what to bring the next day, though i seldom do what you say. Thanks for everything la...even for the statement yesterday when you called me "Mummy a... " out of the blue.