the girl with a dream

i feel so sleepy nowadays.
main reason?
i restrained myself from drinking coffee...
gah!
i need coffee.
huey and wching thinks i " xin1 li3 zhuo4 yong4"= having a delusion
nescafe~~~.
i need you but i have to hate you!

reports show that coffee slows down your metabolism rate (burns off your calories slower) and pumps your heart extra harder to transport oxygen to your brain quicker ( makes you heart work harder) trust me, getting a heartache is NO fun.

that led to the the BAN of coffees from my friends for me during recess.



this was supposed to be an emo post!
i just feel so emo-ish!!!
gah.blah.hah.






do excuse me.
for my insanity.

i do not like exams.
let me repeat,

I DO NOT LIKE EXAMS!!!

it makes my face go pimply,
eyebags, (even obvious cos i'm fair)
not to mention that i get rotund too!
argh!
and it's has been SOOO hard for the past decades for me to even lose 2 kg.
2 kg = 4 bottles of mineral water.
and i find myself talking to myself
:"what's so hard to lose 2 kg!!!"

i've tried green tea and coffee
but it makes me burp.
[if u know how bad i burp last time]
reports say that crunches don't work
so i shan't bother.
some even say milk helps
only if you replace your diet with it but not adding to it.
[but my mum has not restocked any dairy supplies since June]
you might say i should starve myself,
problem is i run to school here and there everyday.
i dun feel like fainting in school.
[MAIN REASON why i can't slim down,
i have reasons for everything^^]

never mind...
i'll just exercise while i study.
i dunno how, but i'll try and figure it out.


just do a thing for me, guys.
tell me i'm fat when u see me.
it'll make me control my binge so much easier.

but wait, i dun think i can take it,
that will make me so depressed,
till i can't study
so maybe you guys will just keep quiet
and act as if i didn't grow fat for the time being.

but then, i'll eat and eat and eat.
till there's no turning back...
oh well,
i'll tell u what i want till i myself know what i want.


~moo~
in distress

1. mac [ wilz' dog] came home!!!!

2. We won the YE CHALLENGE TROPHY!!!!
3. I 'm real glad we won.
4. I found out we had to do a presentation.
5. Now, i'm not so glad we won.
6. After realising the need to practise A LOT...., I'M NOT HAPPY we won.
7. but then, i would be strangled if we didnt win.
8. And if we didn't win, we wouldn't get RM 600.
9. That would mean less dividend.
10. All my hard work would be for nothing.
11. I'll be soooo upset then....
12. More upset than not winning.
13. But i'm not happy now!!!!!!

urgh!!!!

not to mention
exams clashes with the prize giving ceremony.

and not to mention i start kepo-ing AGAIN!!!

1. Going to help design a poster for children's drama.
( will post it up ^^)
2. Going to help wilz make a elephant mask.
( don't ask me why he was the elephant...he still thinks he's too skinny to be one..*winks*)
3. Involved in the children's drama ...
( i'm acting, ppl.....!! weird rite... even though i do a good imitation of the old lady in the scene where she woke her 2nd son up in the middle of the night [you know for what] in money not enough 2, i still don't see any acting talent in me)

non kepo-ing stuff
stuff i have to do during the hols....
and its super packed
1. Start my bible knowledge studies
2. Start undang classes [ i'm going to drive....wakakaka!!]
3. Start looking for universities [tons of brochures at home]
4. Before doing no.3 , decide what course do i wanna take!!!!
5. Go for drama practises.
6. Practise my piano... [grade 8...*faint*]
7. Most importantly---- SHOPPING!!!!!

That only happens every year end when i can shop for the whole day/ 3 whole days and literally shop till i drop. Probably why all my dreams happen in shopping malls. and i have to shop!!!!! i must i must i must!!!!




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conscience to connie: " stop being such a grumpy old lady! you wanted it! you were the kepo gal!"

connie to conscience: " it makes things worse just to know you're right.... just go on studying, will ya?"


aahhhh!!!!
don't bother me... just needed to let go some of my steam...
i'm totally affected by the poisoned milk issue....
and cows get grumpy when they're sleep deprived.




[ * shan't `moo today* ]