the girl with a dream

its just goes up and down.
round and round.
it'll never stop...
well, unless there's no power input to it.

i'm standing right below the ferris wheel.
patiently and eagerly
waiting for whoever or whatever that steps out of one of the carriages.

some are surprising,
some are just painful to go thru again.
some are just the sweetest things created.
some are just really big mountains to get over.

i do appreciate them.
even if they hurt sometimes.
cos you'll never know...
when they'll just leave the carriage and never go up and down again.
some might just go right back in.
and you'll see them real soon.

sometimes i wish
i'll just forget about standing there.
makes life easier, won't it?
haha. but yet,
that's the only connie ferris wheel in the whole world.

you can't take somebody's place
and stand at the entrance of their ferris wheel.
it doesnt have your mark.
nor will it be yours to hold and keep.

well, i'll just treasure those times when i wait for you.
whoever, whatever you are.
make sure you make a mark in my life.

note: this is just another emo post of connie
i know, so dun tell me its emo. ><

p/s: huey nee. keep the other version of the ferris wheel theory to yourself.
even though what i wrote above sounds like your (not mine) theory.